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TITLE: I Have Nothing
Author: Suja suja@globalnet.co.ukSpoilers: Lover's Walk...I've plagiarised lines from Earshot and
Amends(you'll know it when you see it)
Summary: B/A angsty-fluff.
Authors Note: One more song fic..I've been listening to the Bodyguard
soundtrack, and have discovered a million different songs which are B/A-ish.
DISCLAIMER: oops. i've been negligent with these..I keep forgetting! They
belong to Whedon and co.
Distribution - Please. Why you'd want it, i don't know! But I like seeing
my name online...so tell me where it is!
Feedback...once again thank you for everything I've gotten so far!!
It's almost 12 am. I'm risking it all here. She's said she's never coming
back, that we can never be *just friends*. She's right about that, there's
too much emotion, too many feelings between us for that to be true. But I'm
gonna go for it, and dedicate this to her on the radio, as I usually would.
I just hope she listens tonight.
Share my life, take me for what I am
Cause I'll never change all my colours for you
Take my love, I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are and everything that you do
She's the only one who truly knows me. She doesn't know much about me, and
she doesn't even ask much about my past. But she loves me. She has to love
me, or she wouldn't have asked me to do the impossible today. She asked me
to tell her I didn't love her. It doesn't matter that if I had said it, I
would never have had to say goodbye. I couldn't blantantly lie to her, not
after her still loving me through everything I did to her.
I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide
(Your love I'll remember forever)
Maybe she's right. Maybe we should stay apart, because I can't help myself
from wanting her, from needing her whenever I see her. It's like a battle
of will everytime I'm even near her. I'm torn between just taking her in my
arms, and letting go. Taking comfort in her, and a part of me doesn't even
care that I would lose my soul.
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me...
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you, you, you.
She's my world. My everything. Without her I'm nothing. I said as much to
Joyce when I lost my soul, but I was telling the truth. I can't live
without her. Not properly, I can exist, but not live.
You see through, right to the heart of me
You break down my walls
with the strength of your love
I never knew love like I've known it with you
Will the memory survive, one I can hold on to ...
I've loved exactly one person in 243 years. And maybe this is some kind of
sick revenge....you know, allowing me to love her so completely, yet for us
to be together is an impossibility.
I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide
(Your love I'll remember forever)
I love her. I'll never forget her. I'll never stop loving her. I hope she
knows. I hope she loves me too. Wait, I know she loves me too, what I mean
is, I hope she can be with me.
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