Never Forget You

TITLE: Never Forget You
Author: Suja suja@globalnet.co.uk
Summary: After Grad 2, After my story I Will Always Love You
Spoilers: Grad 2 and any B/A episode.
Authors Notes: Goes with I Will Always Love You
Distribution: If you actually want it, you've got it! just let me know
where it is!
Disclaimer: You think they'd be apart if they were mine. Joss Whedon and
Co own buffyverse, I just like to play. Never Forget is a Mariah Carey
song.

ANGEL:

I dedicated a song to her today. "I Will Always Love You". The deejay was a guy had become familiar with when i was with Buffy. I used to dedicate her songs at midnight. I still love her. It's just finishing on the radio, and i'm sitting brooding. Big surprise there I guess. The nights are lonely here. I can see how apart from the world I really am.

The song comes to a close.

"Ooh. A surprise today. The elusive Buffy has dedicated a song to Angel. What is the story behind these two? Shouldn't you be together getting down and dirty tonight? She loves you still."

I wish we could. Be together. But its not possible. Because of my god damn soul. Sometimes I don't care. I don't care the consequences of losing my soul, and thats why I had to leave her. I want her to be happy, and thats never going to happen for us, because there's only so long we can resist, and then we'd give in, and the whole cycle would start again. I love her so much, and I can't do this. I can't live without her. But she wont live if i'm with her. It's just star crossed I guess. And I should enjoy the time I had with her. It's so much more than I deserve. I listen to the lyrics of the song. I know Buffy would have chosen something meaningful

I won't see your smile
And I won't hear you
Laugh anymore
Every night
I won't see you
Walk through that door
'Cause time wasn't on
Your side
It isn't right
I can't say I love you
It's too late to
Tell you
But I really need
You to know
No, I'll never forget you
I'll never let you out of my heart
You will always be here with me
I'll hold on to the memories baby
Baby can you hear me
Wherever you
May be tonight
Are you near me
I need you to be by
My side
'Cause I never said
Goodbye
It isn't right
I should have said
I love you
Why didn't I just
Tell you
God knows I need
You to know
No, I'll never forget you
I'll never let you out of my heart
You will always be here with me
I'll hold on to the memories baby
Somewhere I know you'll be
With me
Someday in another time
But right now you're gone
You just vanished away
But I'll never leave
You behind
No, I'll never forget you
I'll never let you out of my heart
You will always be here with me
I'll hold on to the memories baby

BUFFY:

I hope understood my message. I hope he knows that I need him to be happy, that my dreams are of him, that any chance of a happy life depends on him being there. I know I'm only 18, but some people live an eternity without finding a love like this. We should be treasuring it, and being grateful for it. I wish that I didn't love him like this. But I do. And it can't
be changed.